Pathways.

I have all parts of my brain going lately. My right and left and my back and front. You would think that would make life difficult. In fact it is a strange feeling as if there is too much going on upstairs. But the back side and the right side are what I need when I start to feel like things are getting nutty. These are the more spiritual sides, while the other sides are more crazy by nature though far more entertaining and powerful. The environment though has a bit of flame to it and I don't mean flaming gay or flaming liberal, but angry flaming phsycho hic dudes. I think girls need to know that their are men who sincerly love women. I bet that these men have been bombarded by enough ass-hole friends and family for so many generations that they don't know the meaning of the word "guilt." Sure there are a lot of hic church's and I've been to a few. I can say that just becuase someone goes to church, reads the bible ect.. makes them into a ethical and moral person with something to offer the world. I have heard that these church's failure rate is around 60%. We can not feel safe in a world of functional lunatics/hot heads/sex maniacs and say that everything is alright. Fleeing to eastern religion isn't the fix either. At least the desire to improve yourself and become a better person could be adopted and adaptation concepts as well. No magic puff of smoke is going to make a person well. Many people should get on the right path as many people are on the wrong path. Sad but true, you have your own path, and you are on it at all times, the path is full of dangerous turns and roads that will lead you in the wrong dirrection. People can try to lead you in what they think is the right way, but really it comes down to you. You are on a road right now, please make it go somewhere, don't spin your wheels, there is no time to spare, steer yourself in the way that would take you places, that path is yours alone.